drastic breaking heart

Idle thoughts still stay in my head.

I realized I must erase in order to install new things.

Everyday I hope have good day for me.

But I don't move for making my day brighter.

Reading easy words, writing stuned sentences, hoping for what I'll never afford, watching hopeless result of horoscope.

All belong to HIM.

These 6years are spend for meaningless and k isses without I love you.

I know it, I knew it, he told me again and again.

Me, fault was mine.

I deserve it.

So sad. I've been ignored that feelings.

Sad, painful, so sorrow.

I need to throw it, please let me hold it.

Got fire, burned down.

It is why I need to forget.