letting go

always it comes when I don't expect

like that song.

I actually had that we had.

everybody told me you're not alone, you're not bad, you can have new one soon.

I know they're trying cheer me up.

but I need to hold the past to overcome.

never vanish the days and hands that I had.

so please just let me go. 

I apologize that I deny your smile and words.

now, no I don't need you

I can move on from this room by myself.

no need to help, no need to encourage me.

so just let me go.

な、気分なんだよなあ。

よし、明日髪きりにいこう。せっかく東京いるし。